So,I joined this because my boyfriend introduced me to it. I really like a lot of the dark art and could spend hours looking through and pushing next. forward and backwards forever....

Currently love my life. Yes....I didnt think I could ever say that and truely mean it....but I do. I have a wonderful boyfriend that loves me so much. He is respectful, caring, sweet, charming, romantic, independent, strong, volnerable, sexy.....I could go on and on and on. He loves me like no one has ever loved me before....I am grateful for you baby.....

The kidos: Yep, we have a wonderful family too...from ages 21-4. They are wonderful, funny, sweet, crazy and loving kids....I love spending time with them, watching movies on family night and eating family dinner....

Work....yup....nada. I currently don't have a job. I had one for 3 1/2 years, but the pain of working there was really intense. My boss was a dick and if I didn't leave....I am afraid I would have had done very bad things to him like........"Kill you, dig you up and do it again.."*******Had a Wednesday 13 moment....

So, for many years I strived to be perfect in every area: School, work, girlfriend, daughter, mother, friend...I am a total perfectionist. I hate saying that, but it is true. From a small age, I felt like I was worthless and not good enough...I was afraid that if I made mistakes....then the person I was with would leave me and find someone "better". Now, I am in a relationship, where he truely loves me and that is something I have never experienced....I get scared at times that I am not good enough...but then, I look into his eyes and see that he loves me, for real and as I sit here typing........tears start to fall....I love this man so much........Tears of joy...

Okay, I should like be filling out applications again...

Peace out stunnas.